i always thought i would love the moments of inactivity where i could just laze around and do absolutely nothing, but after a while i realized i absolutely hate it. Wasn’t i the one who jumped at every opportunity to be lazy? The less work the better, the less moving required the best. But it sucked, because we aren’t built to do nothing, its just not built in our human systems. We’re built to work, to have passion and driven to do big things.
I didn’t enjoy lying on my bed and drifting between sleep and reality, i didn’t enjoy eating cup noodles when i could be out in a night market eating to my heart’s content. So im officially done with this. From the second i press ‘Publish’ i will be a new and active Hsuan!